Fall Update

It's been several months since I've posted anything on here. The months go by and the beating myself up over the World Tavern loss continues. I've won my share of trivia nights on the local circuit but win, lose, or draw it isn't the same as winning or losing in a big competition. I'm trying to have fun and continue this hobby, it's the only thing that keeps me going in this depressing life. I've learned that no loss in trivia will compare to the loss of a loved one. My sister lost her husband back in July and to face that makes whatever I go through pale in comparison. It's tragic and sad and while I'm two hours away, I feel a loss and sadness for her constantly. It's only a matter of time before my parents will probably die. I'm not ready for that either.